I read a lot of
books. On average I get through three novels a week. Some of those I may not
ever read again. Some I know as soon as I’ve read them I will want to read them
again. They get spirited away onto the bookshelves that I end up rearranging
after each new release and they get re-read in the next few years. And there
are some that I want to read as soon as I finish them and I will go back and
re-read them as soon as I can.
But I don’t
think any book has nagged me quite so much for a re-read as Laura Lam’s
Pantomime did. I read and reviewed it last October before the release (the review is here if you aren’t familiar with the book) and thoroughly enjoyed it. The characters are so well depicted, the story
itself is compelling and I knew this would be the kind of book that would be
just as rich a reading experience the second time around.
So, five months
on the nagging had become too much and I went for the re-read. Even though I
already knew what was going to happen and had already experienced the tension,
the drama and the secrets unfolding, I enjoyed the book as much as I did the
first time. There were little details that perhaps I did not notice or register
on the first reading, and there were elements of the plot that I had forgotten
only to be surprised and impressed by them once again.
I can’t put my
finger on exactly what is that makes this book work so much for me. It explores
identity in terms of discovering who we are and being true to ourselves rather
than shaping ourselves to how other people say we should be. This is a topic
close to my heart, being a firm believer that no one should have to comply with
the expectations society places on them or change elements of themselves to
suit another person or situation.
So that is
possibly why I feel such a connection to this book. It could also be the
skilful storytelling; the arranging of a narrative in such a way that its
secrets and mysteries are revealed slowly, little pieces of the puzzle coming
together here and there to always be simultaneously rewarding the reader for
coming this far and tempting them with the promise of more. Events in the
present are interspersed with various moments from the past to complete the
story whilst at the same time raising more questions.
Whether it is
the exploration of identity, the narrative structure or the elements of magic
and the inherent appeal of the circus that makes Pantomime such an absorbing
read, I cannot say. For me I think it is the combination of all of the above. It
is a story that conceals as much as it tells so perhaps the appeal is the
reader’s desire to know the full story. It is a book that has a lot to say and
a wonderful world and story to tell it in. I know it will be one that I will
read time and again and maybe I will never quite know why, but the only way I
can categorise it is ‘spellbinding’. Whatever magic it weaves I have been truly
captured.
Elloise Hopkins.